Fall for you.

Some good lyrics.
There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart

Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, when i'm with you
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live and take a chance
I'm not afraid to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too

I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart
So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure

I have every expectation that is true
Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny.

Unto the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart goes like a river to sea
To the heavens up above,
I pray to God our destiny is love

SOUR LOLLIPOPS.

Finding forgotten clothes.

After a long night of cleaning i finally re-arranged my wardrobe. I swear i'll do my best to keep it this neat. I'm pretty much ready for summer now!

My new gold ZU donut shoes.

Unbelievable, one of the best buy's i've ever made. I found these heels at a ZU store in Bundoora for a gobsmacking price of $10.00. Couldn't believe my eyes and had to get them straight away.

An absence in winter.

This one was written in August. It's a poem i wrote during a hard time in my life. This one's dedicated to my beautiful mother, Maria Leonore Riza.

It's been a lot cloudier without you around. I count the days passing as my tears fall to the ground. It hasn't been easy doing it all on my own, when you're not by my side it's barely a home. I feel troubled all over, just want you to hold me tightly. Not just for now, but daily and nightly. As another day comes and another day goes, my thoughts of your linger, they alter and grow. As the strong winter breeze passes, an internal tears fall, I feel you're not really here, no, you're not here at all.

It's like listening to Heaven.

Owl City, Phoenix, The Strokes, The Tings Tings, Passion Pit, The Kooks, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Lily Allen, Arctic Monkeys, Peter Bjorn and John, Amy Winehouse.

Definition of a hottie.

Saturday thrills.

Today I was meant to start my so called "diet" coz i realised before bed last night that i've been eating take out almost everyday of the summer break. I FAILED, hungrily, i agreed to a medium big mac meal. Not so smart move but i guess it was worth it. Kelv and i had our first fight and boy was it challenging. Both of us didn't budge, wowowee, never again! But, yes of course, in the end we acted as if nothing was wrong. No apology, just a sincere smile then a few crazy faces.

On a better note, to my surprise, i've managed to put away half of my fortnightly income. Mind you, it's a wonderful thing. I've been meaning to save but i just haven't had the skill. Now i can finally say that i've saved and survived!

I'm dreading xmas this year coz i've left my xmas shopping to last minute as I do with most probably everything else in my life. I've also chosen to leave reading my 3 english novels to last minute and the rest of my holiday homework to last minute too. How BIZZARE, not. I've been so blase' lately and i've been so lazy with the whole writing thing. Oh, speaking of writing i came across the cutest most useful creations ever, vintage journals, coming under the price of $50.00. How amazing is that?

Right about now i'm missing my parents. Call me weird, but i am. I also figured out that I don't wanna grow old. I'd rather remain a wreckless, blase', vintage shopping, crazy-in-love adolescent forever.

You're ticking me off.

This rarely ever happens but tonight you're ticking me off. You're a raging monkey and you need to calm down. You're cute when you're mad though and it kind of amuses me. I love you even more and feel the need to drop my pride and be the one to crack but it's only a matter of time 'til you crack. I love you a million times over and I know you'll be over this stupid little fight of ours.

Just shoot me.

Photographs done by: Kelvin James Agawin. Check his stuff out guys, http://www.kelvinjamesagawin.blogspot.com/

Everybody needs a G.

The power of love.

One too many times I've misused the word "love". I've thrown it around inconsiderately and have been too afraid to hold back. With you, there's no holding back and the once misused word becomes a word i'll never bring myself to ever stop saying. My love for you is more than just a word, it is an expression of a million thoughts and feelings put into a single fragment of how much you mean to me. Without you, the word "love" wouldn't have the right meaning. I love you, KelvinJamesAgawin.

10.

Happy Birthday to the most beautiful sister in the world, Liliane Kristi Bobadilla.

Cheers to true friends.

Life's all about making great discoveries. One of the best discoveries I've recently made are two of the most down to earth human beings. Samantha Carter and Ilze Sparks have completely changed my outlook on what true friends are. Through whatever, come whatever I know they're down to listen to my crazy thoughts or perhaps, join in on those crazy thoughts with me. I am so inlove with my most recent discovery and so thankful to have been blessed with two beautiful bestfriends.

Free to dream.

I always seek to find the truth behind a dream. Mind you the funny thing is, there is no truth behind dreaming at all. Dreaming is beyond all aspects of reality, it's more than reaching for something unimaginable too. For me, it's finding hope in an imaginative thought and hoping to find a solution to make that dream come true. No matter how exquisite or small that dream may be, a dream surpasses all emotions and takes you on a journey you'll never forget.

Dreaming is my escape, it passes time and sets me free from stress. It brings me to a sanctuary of safeness and credibility where I am able to stay calm. Dreaming and reaching those unexpected highs is one of the most rewarding feelings and believing that dreams do come true is even better.

Hello, this is me.

I bare in mind the deepest thoughts of my past while reminding myself the strength i have gained along life's crazy journey. Through the challenges i have been faced with, I've managed to defeat life's problems and have banished from the placement of misery and doubt. Hello to a new world and a new person, for i have finally found what it is that i have searched long and hard for.
Me. A person i am completely comfortable with, a person i am able to analyse and truly accept. I am finally content with who I am. I am proud to come out and say that I am happy being me.